FRENS night out... night of wildness n fun

geek out was great manz! except for the early part of the night la... the dance floor only opened at 11pm and we have to enter by 10pm. so for the 1 hr+, we were juz walking ard finding frens n making new frens. not very fun. juz walk here n there. i almost tot zouk's so SIAN. haha... luckily the rest of the night was great, simply fun n wild(shd not talk much abt this part, its for me to know n u to imagine. wahaha...).
the music isn't all that great but we(actually juz me n carmel la) still danced. the rest of our grp felt better juz drinking or hanging ard. alright... suit them. carmel n i juz went off to have our own fun. it was nice. juz as we tot the 2 of us will be bored pretty soon, since only 2 of us went to the dance floor, we were proven real wrong. quite some pple came to us n danced with us. that's our gal power manz... haha...

juz who are you...

your sudden intrusion certainly set me thinking on previously hidden issues... is this a wake-up call, or is this just the unchangable nature of a eagle?

All i need is time

since when did i become such a popular person. everyone's trying to ask me out. but there's only one me n there's only 7 days a wk, 24 hrs a day. sian... having too many pple asking u out is also a headache.

give me my wkend...

readings, readings n more readings... this is how i describe a typical SMU undergrad. my wkend is spent doing all these readings n some written assignment. i dread doing all these. alright... wasn't it like that too when i was in JC? haha... too many months of freedom had pampered me into a spoilt brat who juz refuse to get hardworking. oh dear.... how...? haha... hopefully i can cope with the daily information overload. am not too worried abt all my other courses except for those information systems ones. dun seem to get a hint of wat the professor was saying last lesson. he seem to be speaking greek to me. real BAD sign... -sob, sob- this is why i have decided to dread myself thru the java programming text by hook or be crook. aft reading part 1 of the 1st chapter, it seem quite helpful. now, i realised wat the professor was talking abt that day. haha... keep my fingers crossed that this book can pull me thru uni. :)

Busy, busy, and still busy

so uni life isn't as slack as wat i thought it would be. sob, sob... its only the 1st wk n we are thrown with all kinds of project n presentation. wat crap manz... dun even have honeymoon period ah? haha... wat a slacker i am manz... ok, to be fair, the projects n presentations aren't due that soon. but there are time-line as to wat shd be done for the projects n they are due pretty SOON!!! as for the presentation, the research, reading, etc... dun need to elaborate (otherwise it will scare me even more. haha...) tons of weekly readings is going to be part of my life whether i like it or not.(poor gal, haha...) alright, i shd expect n endure all these since i want my degree. its really time to pull up my socks n try to be more hardworking. time to bid good bye to the slack, lazy me (hope i can do it :P) ha, said easier than done.

despite all my above complaints, i still love sch. lots of nice pple n fun going on. for now, SMU's advertisement still stands for me.
I luv SMU

finally an offical SMU student

am back from my orientation. finally. haha... ok, it wasn't that bad afterall. some of the activities were a bit boring n silly la, but as a whole i did managed to have some fun. actually most of the fun came from the nights. that's when we are free to do watever we wanted (if we are willing to give up our slp la). i mean who will really slp during camps right... playing cards, eating, n talking rubbish. this is wat we consider as fun, not some mystery hunt which made us walk all over botancial gardens. finally know how to play bridge, yeah!!! haha... thanks Adrian for the effort in teaching me n some others who have no idea how to play that game. rather touched when dear insisted on coming to send me home aft orientation. wld be better if he was driving though. haha...

anyway, there was convocation today. those who have seen the news wld know wat i am talking abt. wat they showed on tv was all the boring stuff. the fun's behind the screen. haha... wld they show how we party during the post-convocation celebrations? a big no no manz... why? coz we were all dancing n jumbing on chairs during the rock concert. cool sight right? haha... it was as if we were having a party inside when the VIP, stuff n parents help themselves to the food outside. wat a contrast in atmosphere. haha... somehow i find this quite amusing. really had lots of fun during the concert and yes... i was one of the pple dancing on chairs. nice experience. ;) wanna go for a real party though. am still looking for pple to go with me. hopefully i can find a grp to go with me n fulfil my wish of stepping into a club (yes, for the 1st time). sad case. haha...

alright going off to pay my slp debts now. nitz joanne...

Orientation starts...

its finally my uni orientation!!! ok, i am not overjoy at that event la. so sian... still gotta pack my bag for camp (3Ds, 2Ns camp). to set the record straight, i dun like camps esp during the packing period i the period juz before the camp starts. hopefully the camp is filled with fun n enjoyment. think pple will play a large part in making this a wonderful camp. my OG has been a bit quiet except for esther, a guy(sorry, dunno his name. haha...) n of course me!!! wahaha.... maybe the rest of them have not warm up yet.

shd get my beauty sleep now n welcome my camp early tmr morning. :)

wat shd i do?

i know he always holds a certain position in my heart. his reappearance in my life now juz prove it all right. but i am stucked. shd i give up my old life and embrace him?

how shd i advise her on that? i can find no way to do it. i juz dunno wat to say, so all i could do was to keep quiet. i do feel bad doing but i am lost for words. i juz can't assist her to make a wrong decision.

Poor sick gal... :(

I feel so sick... wake up feeling really tired n dizzy this morning. wat crap manz...

Schedule so packed SUDDENLY

Is this the real uni life?!! (i have a feeling it is.) All of a sudden, u have thousands n one things flying at u or rather i shd say shooting at u. juz when i had my programme for thursday NICELY planned. tot i will be able to happily slack half the day before meeting my best fren for dinner. But my dear OGL gotta sms me n tell me abt some silly meeting tmr in sch at 12?!?!(then wat time is it going to end? am i going home first or meeting my buddy direct?) This totally screw up my perfect planning for thursday. Shit!!! Alright... that's not the worst. Msged her how long the meeting might be.... din reply me. I am going to catch my beauty slp now u know....!!! Nvm. Guess i shall check for her reply tmr morning. This kinda rubbish is really keeping me 'entertained' manz.... ha. got lots of stuff to settle n prepare for the charity sales too. Think i am all set for a hectic late wk. Good luck, Joanne. haha...

Is it really that BAD??!!

i really hate this manz... 100% dreadful thing to happen!!! wat the shit! everyone in my family(even my bro) dun like my new hair colour. they even commented that its ugly n doesn't suit me! urgh...!!! this is damn irritating!!! i personally tot it look quite nice. actually esther was also with me when i colour my hair. she too, tot it was a job well done n the colour suit my skin colour well. but why is my family giving me negative remarks abt my hair??!! do i really look that bad. for a couple of moment they really make me regret highlighting my hair n wonder if i really look like shit now. wat am i going to do?!?!?! can someone give my confidence a boast?

Bored... monday blues? haha...

wake up to find only myself at home. the only free soul in the family. haha... while my parents rush off to work n my bro dread himself to sch, i am still comfortably tucked in bed. wat a full-time slacker i am. cannot blame me wat... if i dun slack n enjoy to the fullest now, dun tell me i shd do it only when uni starts? might have to go to sch for 8am+ lessons then lor.(ok, why am i complaining? gotta reach sch by 725am during JC days. isn't that worse?)

suddenly decided to highlight my hair this morning (too bored, nothing to do is it?!! waste $) haha... anyway, msg esther n she agreed to go with me coz she's also too bored at home. i wonder if this's a common problem faced by SMU students. haha... no sch so dunno wat to do. envy us right... NUS n NTU students.... wahaha.... poor esther gotta sit there n stone while i get my hair done. but who wld mind accompanying a princess right... haha... okok, juz joking. am getting crappy all over again.
better get going now if not esther's going scream at me for being late. haha...

Such a brat!!!

I am such a brat!!! trust myself to behave like shit juz coz i am in a bad mood. really shdn't have. my poor dear, gotta be stuck with my rubbish mode for 1hr+, i think. all those rubbish coming from my grandmother(the one i am not close to) is irritating me manz... glad that we are able to sort of wash our hands off their nonsense.

Reflections

finally get to see my dear today aft a wk. really miss him lots. somehow, i feel the difficult period i went though did make me see his importance. i am glad i am not taking anything for granted now. muz admit i was quite a brat(not many pple know this side of me). maybe i shd be glad. if not my reputation would be terrible in SA. haha... :P